Proofing

I just finished writing a three-page analytical essay for English. It's due later today.

I like to live dangerously. (No not really, it stresses me out a lot.)

I have a big problem proof-reading my writing. I can barely stand to look at it. It's such tripe it hurts almost physically. I regard my writing as basically draining the dregs of hypothetical literature from my brain.

It doesn't help that I have yet to make an argument in an essay that I actually believe and/or support. Most of the time I'm just making it up as I go along. I guess it says something about me that I'm able to make it work, but it's not necessarily a positive thing.